December 2010
3 posts
Dec 3rd
Dec 2nd
diaryofasecretworld-deactivated asked: Never gonna happen!
Dec 1st
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November 2010
27 posts
diaryofasecretworld-deactivated asked: :) The new 30 seconds to mars video Hurricane was released last night. I'm a big fan! Their music is very theraputic.
Nov 30th
A bit busy.
So ever since last Monday when I asked My girlfriend to marry me (which she said yes fyi) I have been a busy little guy as of lately but that’s due to the holidays and family get togethers.  Sorry that I haven’t let kept up the blog but Life just gets in the way some times.  Sad story is that I still don’t get to see my “soon to be” all that much more.  But knowing...
Nov 29th
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Crazy freaking Night.
So last night I got engaged.  Yep ENGAGED.  seem so unreal.  I will keep you guys up to date and I will tell you how I all unfolded. 
Nov 23rd
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Passed couple of days.
Well not a lot to report.  Its been nice not having to worry about things that have been on my mind.  Everything is patching up with my girlfriend.  The only really thing that I’m looking forward to is Fri night and Sat night.  I have some big plans for both of them and I will be with my girlfriend from Fri to Thurs.  So it will be nice to be in her company as it is always.  The good...
Nov 18th
Update 2.0
So last night I talked to a really good friend of mine who moved away.  Shes like my little sister.  Its always nice to talk about your problems with someone who I know won’t talk about them unless it’s with me.  I feel bad that I can talk to her this way but as of right now I can’t with my girlfriend.  Yesterday I didn’t try and talk to my girlfriend or text her.  Today...
Nov 16th
ListenBeen looping this song for about a hour now.  Glad...
Nov 16th
It takes 2 to keep the spark alive.
I like to talk about my relationship a lot.  It whats is most current in my life.  Everything should be half and half.  Romance works both ways.  If the spark dies in a relationship its due to both peoples fault.  failure to communicate with each other will doom it and when you are in a long distance relationship small thing become stuff you hold on too.  I text my girlfriend a lot,  just to show...
Nov 15th
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Top of the mountain.
Out of these past week which have been a bit rocky with the Girlfriend i think i can see clear skies right bout now and will be getting to level grounds again.  This shows that no matter what you have with someone that if any one gives up the relationships is doomed from the start.  It is too easy now a day for people to throw a relationship away.  I know I am far from perfect, and i have a lot of...
Nov 12th
diaryofasecretworld-deactivated asked: In answer to your question no. If you refer back to my ''what a pickle'' post L is number two and S is number 3. ...I like to confuse people!
Nov 11th
Not wanting to go anywhere
So I am at work it time to leave and I don’t feel like going home.  I don’t really want to go anywhere….  I might just stay another half an hour.  What am I ganna do when I go home?  Clean… do laundry … . and watch a movie… . sounds so …  blaaahh.  I really need to find something to do.  The only problem is I wanna do it alone.  Nothing out there to do on...
Nov 10th
ListenHmmm this always makes me think about being in a...
Nov 10th
Being in a Funk.
Ok being in this funk really blows.  Its like I am bipolar or some crap like that.  I can be really happy then BAM just like that depressed.  My mind is wondering around my thoughts like a crazy drunk sorority girl looking for the single millionaire who would marry for looks and not for brains.  I try and surf the web to keep my mind busy and read intresting fact and stories that is happing ini...
Nov 10th
Dinner and Talking
So last night I had to drive for an hour to go drop off my girlfriends Id and debit card she left at my house so she can eat and spend money if she needs to.  We had dinner and talked a bit about whats going on and seemed to help that I got to see her face.  It will never get old to look into her eyes, I can find my self lost in them for ever and would be contempt with that.  Her eyes glow with a...
Nov 10th
Anonymous asked: Don't let your girlfriend go. Don't let yourself ruin this for you because you will regret it. Hold on to what you have and just think about what things would be like without her.
Nov 10th
@iwantotbefree
Dashboard-customize-community- check the box that says “allow replies from people you follow”  ^^ hope this helps
Nov 10th
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@iwantotbefree
You should unlock the reply.  So i can comment on your posts.
Nov 9th
Changing for good or worst? I am Lost.
So today i feel like after all the dust has settled and i can see a bit more clearly on everything that me feeling have changed towards my girlfriend.  She thinks that I am crazy and that not to worry about how I’m starting to feel.  I told this to her and the reaction isn’t what I hoped it be.  After the few fights we had (nothing to crazy no yelling or anything like that) I feel that...
Nov 9th
emmmxilyyyy asked: hah, you didn't finish your thought..?
Nov 8th
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emmmxilyyyy asked: thaaank you for being so supportive
it really means a lot!
Nov 8th
@iwantotbefree
I’m looking forward to your posts and always like to hear what other people’s perspective on life. 
Nov 8th
Weekend update
Well my weekend was long and I was thinking a lot.  What do you do when you feel like you are pushing away someone you love because trust was broken a bit?  Over and over it ran thru my mind.  This person i love so much keeps telling people things i don’t want them to know about and that she also came at me with thinks i don’t like about myself.  Yet despite the fact that all this is...
Nov 8th
imponente asked: Thanks for the follow mate. Needed one.

Oh yeah. Question. Erm...how bad is your Dyslexia?
Nov 5th
emmmxilyyyy asked: thanks for following!
i really like how you're completely honest with everything going on in your life
hah
not many guys do that!
Nov 5th
Trying a new fourm of Birth Control
Well Last night me and my girlfriend went shopping for movies and some candy and came across VCF Vaginal Contraceptive Film.  I have a hard time to reach my climax with a condom and she won’t take The Pill for shes afraid of the hormonal side effects that will cause her.  So we been doing this with the pull out method.  Shes on her period right now so we won’t try it out till shes over...
Nov 5th
ListenThis song always makes me feel like being lazy for...
Nov 4th
My First Post
Hello random people who read this.  My name is Travis.  I have a mild case of dyslexia.  I made this to write whats on my mind and be 100% truthful to random people.  You want to know about me then ask anything.  I will not post anything personal, like where I live, ssn or my bank account info.  Everything else goes.  I am 27 Years old.  I have a wonderful Girlfriend and I have a problems like...
Nov 4th
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Nov 4th