Well not a lot to report. Its been nice not having to worry about things that have been on my mind. Everything is patching up with my girlfriend. The only really thing that I’m looking forward to is Fri night and Sat night. I have some big plans for both of them and I will be with my girlfriend from Fri to Thurs. So it will be nice to be in her company as it is always. The good vibrations are bleeding off into work and I see my self a lot more focus, which is always good. Here’s a little note on the side I have ADHD (Attention deficit hyperactivity disorder) I took Imipramine and Ritalin. I have been off of them for a long time now since I hit High school. It deeply depresses me that Imipramine is really a antidepressant. I was taking that stuff when I was like 10. My parent never told me it was an antidepressant, they just said its for my ADHD. So I wonder about my self. How was I when I was 10, was I that bad that I needed meds? Talk to my girlfriend about it. She did the useaual, its not that bad don’t let it get you down then she has to go. I feel really bad about this because I can’t even remember all that much of my childhood. What else did my parents lie to me about? I know I had alot of problems when I was a kid. I moved a lot so I kept losing my friends. I was an outcast when I lived in Maine a lot, but that didn’t bother me that I was alone. It was the happiest of times when I would disapper into the woods and not come home till nightfall. It was when my family be happy with each other. I do feel like I was a big reason my parents got a divorce. May be if I didn’t need all the attation that was needed for my faults things would have changed? Nothing will ever come good in a divorce, so please make sure you marry for the right reasons. If you don’t it effects more then just the people who are getting the divorce. So since my day has come from a good morning to a gray glooming day, I will think about my past and how if effects me to this day.
Posted on Thursday, 18 November 2010
